Some people are to proud to ask for help. i’m one of them but if you communicate about it and see what happens, you will be surprised that if you are honest with yourself. Good things will happens as you are attracting good things. You feel a sense of negativity along your way because the environment put it upon you so you might realize that it’s not always you fault. Lot’s of bullying lives among the people and who stands up for his rights will probably have a hard time to fight along the way. Never give up upon doing what feels right but don’t bring harm to other poeple. Not in mind, words or soul. your thougts does effect other people and when someone protects you from things you don’t know, time will come afterwards to learn and feel about it. No doubt you can only live the fullest when you are in total connection with hart, mind body and soul. therefore i mean every cell of your body.